Back To Writing!!

Yes ,yes,thankyou(3times). Thankyou for all the limelight. I'm pleased to announce to everyone that I am back to writing. Using my pseudonym J.A. Nichols, I shall begin writing some horror-adult short stories soon.I have already completed the plots for a few of the stories and I will begin typing it out soon.

Only expect the best from me as I had started writing since I was twelve. I have a vast collection of written work, consisting of more than a dozen poems and short stories. So, don't worry about getting upset after reading my work, I won't make people die of boredom after reading my stories.

Alright, back to business..Here's a sneak preview of Short Story # 1= ' The Forgotten Lover'


It was a vague morning that day. I woke up feeling confused, not remembering what I had done the night before. I pull over the covers of my bed to see my completely exposed body and a pink lacy panty sticking somewhere in between my toes. Then I tried to recall what I've done to receive such a wanton luxury.

After pondering for about 5 minutes and still not remembering a single thing from yesterday's event, I gave up and groped for my CK briefs and wore it. Then I got out of bed and scanned the the nearest clock. 8:30. Fuck! Looks like I'II be late for work today.

I showered......




That's the end of the sneak preview. I kinda need to do 200 push-ups now so BB. Cya..

Sacred movement

Again and again we did not want to discuss our evil plans yet we somehow ended up talking so much about it we wasted more than one hour which should have been devoted to our studies . I and the Holocaust kia, neo-nazi fanatic and evil pig-hating clown*(all names protected under NAm social security system) were involved in a vigorous discussion and heated debate on how to exterminate so-called 'unclean' people from the land of the Spices, totally reforming this once-sacred place into the Holy New Eastern Empire. I am laughing at this ridiculous plan now. This is futile. Even though the NAm members were growing everyday, my fellow members are still too little and not yet commited to carry out our fanatic actions. Concisely, we have the attitudes of supremacists but we still do not have the courage of Waffen SS exterminators. However I am proud to say that ,"Naievete is no longer in our blood, so fuck you utopia-lovers" .

Alright enough of my telling of the NAm plans. I am aware that many people can trace this article(500+ hits a month)and NAm would therefore be in peril. I would tell nothing more of this secret society.

Well, life seems pretty inspid to me these few days. I only have a few more tests before the semester ends and I'm looking forward to the holiday. I would like to devote a lot of time for some 'exercise' during the holiday. Just to improve fitness,you see, because I feel WEAK!!! I cannot break the wall!!! I AM TOFU!

Well, some good quotations for you people.

(The great strength of the totalitarian state is that it forces those who fear it to imitate it. )

~Adolf Hitler

JOKE$

NO HOMO,FAG-FACE!

New prison break hero.

Blackest Nazis in history. Heil Mein Fuhrer Obama. LOL

HOLOCAUST TALKING?

I dunno what to say.
There have been too many stupid talks with my housemates and so many plans to take over the world.
One of my skinny housemate,nicknamed 'Holocaust kia' said Pak Lah is the antichrist fuck-face next world exterminator. Lol. You kidding me. Maybe he's right. Pak Lah is planning his secret attack while he's sleeping in the Parliament.

I simply agree with my concept of the hole in the burqa,(Imagine that,creatively)propaganda to launch my offensive 'Nicholonic wars'. We need to cause an extreme shame before inflicting serious damage to our adversaries.

Then there is a conspiracy that Sadam Hussien is just a shit-face toy to some other big-time secret lunatic wannabe dictator out there. I seriously have no idea to that.

Then my friends ask me what I would like to be called if I was a dictator.
Holocaust kia simply don't want to get called that shitname again, blimey.
I guess I would love the title Lord King in front of my name and a Malus surname to signify my authority if unlimited power was granted to me. lol.

Alteration of humankind must be 'manifested'.

-the bald eagle- a symbol of strength in which I want the world and the 'new generation' to be.

The principle of mankind is wrong in many ways. We have been born and bred since small by our parents to have a sense of humanity and innate tendency to follow the correct orders on which life must proceed. There is no freedom in which we are allowed to create our own destiny in which the strength and ardour of our inmost passion would precede instead of following the 'social normality' or human-kind practices and traditions. I forebode these ludicrous practices of mankind. I laugh at this irrationality and I hunger to change the way the current human world is tolerating the state of affairs of their life and associates. It would be hard but not possible for me to one day change the perdominant behaviour of humankind. But to first illustrate the vice and filth of our current systems, let me explain a few good examples in which my true message is portrayed.

Take for example reading. I know people who read interminably, book after book, page after page and yet I shall not call them well-read people. Of course they 'know' an immense amount; but their brain seems incapable of assorting and classifying the materials which they have gathered from the book. They could not distinguish from what is 'useful' and useless' and yet these people are the ones who tend to garner the higher scores in class. For these pathetic people reading only serves as a purpose to pass tests and pronounce them more superior than their lesser-reading peers.I DISAGREE with this sub-human concept. Reading is not an end itself, but a means to an end. Its chief purpose is to help in filling in the framework which is made up of the talents and capabilities in which an individual possess. Reading is not learning what is only required for your survival, but it is a necessity for gathering general knowledge about the world. Each little knowledge gained must therefore be treated as a continuing piece of a puzzle that would one day be a perfect picture. Only thus can reading can have any meaning or worthwhile.

Humans have a tendecy to imitate their parents, as they are the closest being that can be associated with them during young age. This practice is of a disgraceful and disgusting tradition,a hypocrisy thar derides the human intelligence that must be eliminated by this dawn of the century in which Malus shall rise. The human young should not admire their caretakers but a 'single' predominant figure in which all influence must beheld every single human soul. Then only can the plan for total unity be manifested in all people of the world.

I await for the new dawn and yet I might not see it coming in my generation. I await for the enigma of the last covenant to be revealed, in which old blood must be spilt to cleanse the world and restore it to its sacred origin.

>.<

Yes its been a while since my last post explaining some phenoms in class. I forgot to mention that the Calculus sir nickname is "Donald Duck".

And to all my adversaries-nothing can stop me now!!(exaggerating lol) I want to leave this shit-hole coutry soon so I will try do very well in my SAT to chau from here next year.

Plus yes, for those people who have seen my habits of giving lectures and propagandas. I am a big Hitler fan. And the Fourth Reich will rise up soon to exterminate the "CHosen people" under the banner of the Star of David. I will write a 1000 word article on my predicted fourth reich and my plan to take over the world soon.

BB take care.
'Heil Hitler'.

CLASS STORIES

OK sorry folks I haven't been able to write for a long time. I am still occupying most of my free time trying out the 'shout-out-loud express-yourself-better-method' explained in my previous blog post. I know,I know some of you must be curious of how I manage to learn things so quickly. You guys see,it's all about adapting, learning new things fast and suiting yourself to the environment you are in. You have to learn how to be creative at times and create your own free-to-fuck world. Forget your parents-FUCK mine! For not teaching me all these techniques and making me discover them at such an old age,I feel that they owe me a lifetime.

Anway the real post today is about some class stories. Ok let's begin with my CHEM 101 class. Hm..I got a motherly-like rabbit-looking 24 hours smiling amicable gawdy old hag as my teacher. lol. I kinda like her. Why?-COz I find nothing interesting in her other than the fact that she likes to smile at everyone with her motherly face I feel obliged to do a parody of her back to her and make her happy. ^_^. Anyway since CHEM is my favourite subject I don't think I will have any problems at all with the studies,assignments or the assoh. Plus-I really enjoy the lab shit. I can look at the Korean people struggling to do easy tasks, the team of the busty chick* and the nigger doing some shit together and Jun How exchanging shy glances with his boy friend.

Next=Maths Calculus class. HAHAHAHA. The old man teaching-I dunno his name until today . One of his many lousy jokes are like"WHY cats meow?I also dunno ma. LAME .not really funny. But why many people laugh. Because he is literally funny. His jokes are not funny because he Is the joke! The way he coordinates his flaccid body, the way he flexes his loose spongy biceps are all part of a good pre-planned amateurish entertainer style. To that-I salute him! I hope the old man would make more lame jokes to keep all the students occupied in the class because I find the lesson quite banal and not challenging.

I missed my 2 English classes so I have no comment so far. Anway my friend said Thava looks like a skeleton. I need to observe her closely to verify that because I really dunno how close already my friend is with her.

That's all for now.I could write longer but my *&^% would not permit me. its time to flush it all away.Lol. @~@

MYSTERIES OF LIFE

Life is a mystery...:)
I have observed so many abnormalities of life recently that I have to change my perspective view of life. Life is no more simple like eating chocolates everyday and putting on weight, reading a different book every week or staring at the dingy ceiling every moment when you feel that there is no more reason to live(fucked-up).

After enrolling in university level education I did not expect to get so mant inputs from my new friends. I find some of the 'new tips' from my new peers quite useful and encouraging as if by doing it you can feel like someone is patting you on the back. For example during orgasms some fellas(I do not want to name this particular perf) will make weird noises as if it was the end of the world already. At first I find this act a little perverted and strange,something quite paranormal because I thought guys making sounds are kinda gay. But after imitating it by myself I find assurance in this methodology. It kinda enhances your performance and enable you to sort of express yourself better. After each sessions,you can really feel like you own the world, and you're going out to take over the galaxy!

Another recent mystery that I've encountered is the Mona Lisa smile. Who is that girl I see,staring back at me? She is the mystery that I cannot fathom because no matter what I send her virtually,she did not respond in the way that I expected,making the whole damn thing seem to be more mysterious. And its kinda giving me chills too,to think that maybe she is not like other girls,like she is---a mystery.......

OWHHH PAIN...

When people,regardless of their races,background,political agenda,ss(sexual stimulation) urgency scream or mutter "OWHHH PAIN",I do not really know what these people are thinking. It can vary from the pain in the spot you got a jab from the asshole doc yesterday, pain of a newly broken hymen, pain of a freshly shaved cock,or a recently pinced pimple and so on.....

Fortunately I am not going through all these problems currently. However,I am not implying that I have never shaven before. Yes,I do shave before but that was quite a long time ago. The real reason behind me muttering "OWHH PAIN" today is a double workout in the gym in lesser than 24 hours.I did a workout yesterday evening and jz today morning with the pedobear Jonnie because I didnt have class for today.

After working out this morning I had consumed 4 eggs and a protein shake to heal those broken tissues. However,the pain on my muscles are still as new as ever and I feel fucked-up now.I wanna scream but nothing would come out from my mouth. Maybe I m just too thristy...Lastly:

COMMENT OF THE DAY=HELLO JU*** U KNOW I LIKE UR BIG ASS BITCH BECAUSE U SOMEHOW MANAGE TO FIT IN A 26-27 INCHES JEANS,SOMETHING I KNOW THE PORKCHOP COULD NEVER DO LOL MUHAHAHAAH!!!!

Why is two better than?

Have you ever asked yourself-why is two better than one? This question is hypothetically quite intriguing and challenging to me at first but after using my rational thoughts to decipher this phrase, I had finally made up all the best conclusions to support the phrase. I would like to take this opportunity to compare my answers with a very powerful being. Ok,so why not just use a few sources as a references to compare our answers?


Why is two better than one?


MY ANSWER
Let me be rhetorical here so I can contradict Ben the ****** in my English class. btw you gave us hell lot of homework and I havent even finish test 1. Fuck you niggar!
=Are balls important to men? Of course most men would say yes. And to further add on another point, can men ejaculate with one ball? Yer..I can't imagine that. SO,we need TWO balls. Thus, two is better then one!!
Secondly, how many tits do women have? 2,of course. No offense to those women who only have 1(due to breast cancer). But technically with two boobs,a woman's partner will have something to hold on while he's busy-uh hum-reproducing. Moving on,how many people can there be in a couple? Of course two. Unless you're planning for threesome which can sometimes be fucking tiring as they use to say three's a crowd. Lastly, think of all the minor things around you.How many eyes, ears, or wives(one legal another illegal) do you have? Mostly two,of course.



GAY PEOPLE's ANSWER


To avoid issues of polygamy and bisexuality, proponents of gay marriage implicitly assert that the number "2" is the magical element of marriage, beyond which one need look little further. For example, David Brooks would define marriage as an "exclusive commitment" of 2 persons without regard to the partners' sex. That definition, an "exclusive commitment of 2 persons," is incomplete. For there is nothing about the number 2, in and of itself, that makes an "exclusive commitment" of 2 persons deserving of special social status not accorded to an "exclusive commitment" involving three or more persons of whatever sex for whatever purpose. Society's granting the special social status of "marriage" to exclusive commitments of 2 persons, while denying that special status to exclusive commitments of more than 2 persons, can be justified only to the extent that the limitation serves some social good that is not served by arrangements involving a greater number. So one must ask, "Exclusive commitment for what purpose? What is the social purpose served by society's granting special status to exclusive commitments of two persons that is not as well served by exclusive commitments of three or more persons?"


WESTERN HETEROSEXUALS ANSWER:
To preserve the special status of the number 2 with regard to the "exclusive commitment" of marriage, society must take children into account. Children are a naturally cohering end of marriage. As the fruit, the focus, and the beneficiaries of a couple's joined efforts, children secure the bonds of marriage. And marriage in turn serves and protects children. Society must resist the complacent inclination to formally accept as "marriage" whatever arrangement two (or more) persons of whatever sex happen to want to receive that designation, beginning with the vague notion that marriage is "an exclusive commitment of 2 persons."



BIBLE's ANSWER:

"Two are better than one because they have a good reward for their labor. For if they fall, one will lift up his companion. But woe to him who is alone when he falls, for he has no one to help lift him up."
-- Ecclesiastes 4:910 Bible



IN conclusion there are many theories or answers to explain the phrase"two is better than one".
Clearly in my own opinion and based on the reasons that I state, I would support the statement above. However what do you think of it?

= ^_^

'little bit' tension

TENSION!!!!!~~ Actually nola..I was just overly-exaggerating my current state. Even though I have some fucking test tomorrow,I am still a little bit relaxed,knowing that it is quite impossible for me to score below 1400 in the SAt. But you know, maybe I should not speculate too much because 'shit happens'. I'm just worried because some of the nerdy geeky girls(in a hateful way) in my class are really hardworking. Fuckla,liveless people.

Once I go back maybe I will revise some shitty vocabulary...garrulous,voluble,sanctimonious,mimic,desolate,benedector and all those craps ...

Then I shall head over to the Fitness First gym to build up(lol).

Then maybe shit, then eat ,gossip,then sleep.

Ok bitches, end of story.

~.~

College people

Ok sorry I havent't written for such a long time. I was just lazy to to update my blog because I have tons of homework to do,even now(fuck!)....

So okla,let me just go straight to some events because I can't really jot down every single occasion because there had been so many things I had done in this previous 3 weeks at Taylor's. I had known so many new people these past 3 weeks,maybe nearly a few hundred people.Let me describe some of the people I know...

My closest pal in college would probably be the pedobear Jonathon, the athletic chubby-faced assidious horny astute porkface-hater. Lol. He's much stronger than me but his knuckles suck. Wish you luck in finding more preys and expanding the pedobear influence.

Next will be Nud, a fat smoking loner scumbag who eats 24-7. That day my friend told me he ate 3 ice creams and took 2 rounds of mee hoon at the street fest. Motherfucker!~ That pork chop surely can eat!! No offense if you're reading this though Nud...You know you can never fight with me 1 on 1. My fucking knuckles is so damn solid hard. MUHAHAHAHAHAH!!!

Next,Sheena. A quiet and modest girl, I found out that she had a hunch for cute stuffs. She loves things to be colourful and what can I say-cute. She herself likes adorning cute clothes but Sheena dear, you better start buttoning your jeans button because you look ludicrous in that shit, you purple chick. Or maybe you tried to button it but you simply can't. Lol. I also found out that she loves using vulgar Chinese words. Typical Kl 'Cina' girlla. But she speaks good English and presents things nearly as good as me. She already has an ah B.boyfriend and I hope they will live happily ever after.

Fourthly Naeem. An avid DOta player, I can say this fella is pretty cool and nice. He's friendly,warm and helpful but he needs to buck up his DOTA skills if he wants to be as good as me. MUHAHAHAHAH!!!! I kinda like his hair,but I think he should start shaving his moustache because with his thin moustache, he still possesses a mama boy's look.

Next, Puteri..a hot Malay-looking chick who likes to laugh like a fucking banshee. She has really pretty eyes but is kinda skinny. Hey,you wanna go out with me? LOL...jz kiddingla..Cause you're the one who should call me out what. MUHAHAHAHAH!!!!

Actually there are still numerous names unmentioned here like Anderson, Jun How,T,Joanne the Sabah 'boisterous' chick,some astronauts(can't remember the names) and the list goes on...

Ok I'II update this crap when I have the time. FOr now, cheerio!

Some outings-lah

Two days ago I went out with my sis and her ex-college friend ,Dickson. He is an amiable and meek person and I also find him very humorous. I respect him a lot due to the fact that he made it to Cambridge to study engineering. Smartass. Or bloody mugger.

So we went to Sunway Pyramid using the commuter and then taking a mini bus there. Then we watched Made of Honour which i find pretty amusing but my sister found it crappy. That Dickson fella no commentla - laughing all the way throughtout the show even in the not-so-funny parts such as the part where Patrick Dempsey knocked the waiter off his balance when his best friend requested him to be the 'maid' of honour.

Ok after the movie we went to Starbucks. I ordered a vanilla cream frappuccino ,venti-sized for my big appetite. It was pretty good but extremely sweet. I could taste bits and chunks of sugar throughout my drink. My sis and the Dick ordered vanilla espresso grande-sized.

After Starbucks we rounded here and therela, finally deciding to make it back home at about 6pm.

Then yesterday I went out with my uncle.I drank and ate a lot at Dome. Maklumla, free food, so I shouldn't be shy to order what I desire.After that ate pizza for dinner.

Today I start packing my bags, all ready for college. I have 8-9 days left so I wil try to defend the ancient as many times as I can before I leave for college.

“For Lordaeron!”

Closer to pow-er

Nobel peace prize winner Al Gore has endorsed Barack Obama as the Democratic Party's presidential candidate.Mr Gore lent his support while appearing with the Democratic presidential candidate at a raucous rally in Detroit.
His speech was part endorsement, part blistering attack on President Bush.
Mr Gore said Mr Obama can lead the country past "eight years of incompetence, neglect and failure".
He said President Bush dishonoured and disrespected the Constitution and made the worst foreign policy mistakes in the nation's history.
In 2000, Mr Gore won the popular vote but lost the disputed election to Mr Bush, who captured Florida and its electoral votes after a divided Supreme Court ended the recount. ~Sky News.

Well isn't it obvious that by getting Al Gore's endorsment Obama is again one more step closer in realising his dreams to be the first African-American president.Obama who combines an extraordinary display of self-knowledge and self-confidence is truly going to feel pow-er when the election arrives...

You have to get in "it" to be "IT"

Congrats to Obama on clinching the Democratic nomination.Well,what can you expect less from a Harvard graduate,top of the Ivy League Universities.It is proven that the best environments will nurture the development of a more complex and intimidating mind .It is basically proven by this statement:"In Law school of Harvard, Obama found political voice",said an ex-lecturer of Obama and "Obama always impress me as a person who put the importance of community first",said an ex-college professor,Mr.Ogletree.

So basically if you're really out to be famous or successful,you basically have to get in a good university overseas.Eg. of successful local citizens:Lim Kit Siang(Llb hons,University of London),Abdul Razak Baginda(City Politechnic,UK) and the list goes on...Only Abdullah A B doesnt have a good cert.No wonder he's such a sore loser!(no offense,potential 'blog filters')

btw. I'm looking forward to catch The Incredible Hulk remake this 16 Jun.With the charismatic Edward Nortom(Fight club) as the lead actor,I would expect nothing but ten times better than the crappy previous 2003 Eric Bana version.

~.~ the idiot box's calling me..Italy vs Holland.I'm betting Holland will win dammit!

The aftermath

On the road again
She moves and never refrain
All the time that she have been
Running away from her every sins.

The hourglass its moving so fast
Passing time that never came back
Crying out she's never content
Regretting what she did to her man.

Well time and time just passes by
forgivement its no more a right
running out loose in summer's bright
cutting loose all hell's might.

On the field of heaven's light
the tormention of an everlasting fright
making up for the evil rights
of her own very mind.

rap verse=
Broken hourglass
scattered in a fucking mess
May she stay in a forever rest
never to wake up at last.

Hell's ride
its so fucking tight
never was a happy sight
splendid up all inside
hold on tight to your fucking might!!
chorus:
On the hill she drove...
Its getting winding in a curve
she lost the steering and control
the car went off the slop.

Like a knife that would slice
passing through her skin
she cried with the fright
pain all inside..

In her mind she denied
that she never did
all the lies that she made
she brought with her and died


Where she goes
she's always haunted
by now and every after
this time its her own disaster
soaked in her evil laughter...

Rap chorus...
(acoustic guitar fades away slowly)...

~MAimed

Flying high

I am quite contented now being able to accomplish what I had set out to do since the day I obtained my Spm results.A good strategy and numerous auxiliaries had helped me to achieve this success.I am now heading over to my favourable destination,which is the USA but I have to do a local ADP programme in Taylor's College first for 12 months.Thanks PSD!

Hm..I'm planning to get some good stuffs too before I start college,like a better phone,new shoes etc.I want something with an aesthetic appeal just like the watch I bought last week.

Btw I've been doing a lot of push ups and sit ups lately.I need to build my triceps muscles and further enlargen my biceps muscles because I'm still unsatisfied with the size of my arm.And yeah the sit ups really have a big impact.Months ago I only had 2 not-so-visible abs.Now after months of training I can flex my stomach muscles with 4 obvious abs.Trying to get a six-pac but I know its gonna be very painful and needs a lot of commitment.

I'm getting bored of DOTA.Keep owning and trashing everyone.ZZZ.Hmmph u guys should have seen me own that day with juggernaut.24-2 and I got a divine rapier and a few battlefuries.Holy shit!Imagine the cleaving damage-enough to kill multiple heroes at a time!But frankly speaking-I wished I got a WOW id so that I do not need to play DOTA.Alas I will have not much time for gaming soon and I do not possess a credit card to obtain a WOW account.Sheesh~~~

Finished reading Corsiar btw.Cheesy ending.Somewhat unexpected.Alright thats all for now.

ta~

THINGS THAT NEED TO BE FRETTED....

"Son of a bitch.." these crude words often slip out of my dignified mouth the moment I pried open the damn mail box to find it empty or else occupied with unimportant letters and advertising brochures.I am a little anxious now after waiting for more than a week for my offer letter,fretting every moment as I felt the guiltiness of being too free at home personally doing nothing much productive,engulfing my very self.

Currently I do not have any idea of my future as I am still waiting for the actual fact and figures by Jpa so I chilled at home,relaxed,spent a lot of time analysing the political state of Malaysia,and with the havoc which is occuring now,I am not doubtful that there will be naked MPs running around amok with parangs one day trying to screw students in transparent uniforms,by factually analysing thecurrent demeanour of the MPs in the Parliment.Take a look t our top political leaders.Public squbbling between former and current premiers.And the latter is said to be doing cronysim and nepotism(fuck Khairy beruk),contarary to meritocracy which is said to be often applied in Malaysia but goddamn fuck it,even the devious PM is doing it!!

What can I say about the current politics in Malaysia ,as even the main government or political branch,UMNO is in a deplorable and turbulent state now,with its 00001 member openly denouncing the party UMNO BARU which have been founded by him 22 years ago.Looks like this call for a political saviour to once and for all settle all this disputes and I have to rush my BA as fast as I can so that I can fucking faster be a political analyst and aid these lost leaders before Anwar becomes PM.Wait a minute-isnt that a good sign?HM.....I m not that sure of someone who maybe screwed a kiddo before but maybe is just a past bedtime hobby for that sly highly-charismatic Opposition supremo which i reckon might still be doing it again.You know hard it is to kill a hobby right...let alone an obsession.....

OK now on to all my fellow peers who failed to obtain the Jpa scholarship,do not despair,eventhough you are briliant and you did not get it,keep studying because as we already know meritocracy is still a faint word in Malaysia and um..do not give up in life!YEah!

To poor Kamine Dewi,I'm very sorry you didnt make it to the shortlisted 'top of the cream' 72 Indians.You did your best in trying to show the whole nation how much you wanted to 'serve the government'. However do not despair or give up,dear because one day I know your "world will collapse again!!"

Alright,enough of my political opinion about whats going on in Malaysia all those ho has bullshit,we HAVE a right to fret over matters now,considering Malaysia is no more a safe country anymore as George Bush aka.World Stabiliser ,once quoted "Malaysia is the safest Muslim country that I've ever been after Iraq".

NOw back to my vapid life in Klang.Been reading a lot about a novel on pirating and naval wars lately.Oh,,the romances in deep sea! If only I could fathom it!!haha...I would look forward to my offer letter soon.In the meantime I will just lay back and chill,for what things are there to be anxious more when I am still single,brain still unused,so much of unused potential to be unleashed soon..and yes,gal I like to be a sharp-dressed man!!!

Dull hiatus

Well first and foremost I am writing this post to express how bored I am at home being trapped in a 20'80' concrete building,showing no stolid for anything now.The culmination of my boredom had caused me to start punching the wall for no reason.And my mind started hearing voices and screams,signifying the start of a mild szchiophrenia.Maybe it is just a common psychosomatic reaction after returning from West Borneo where I have witnessed and encountered a painful traumatising life.Ok i should stop waffling now and get to the crux of my post today...

What I am particularly doing at home now is just killing my time.I enjoy reading numerous articles in the net about dressing well and how to make an impact on today's society.I also use this opportunity to catch up with latest hits,especially Mariah's Carey latest album,e=mc 2.Her single hit"Touch my body" is pretty contemporory,usual R n Bla...Some of the lyrics are quite suggestive too... Currently I really have a liking for rock hits by Foo Fighters whom I think is the leading band in the world now.Jz listen to the lyrics of "Let it die".beautiful.Good computerised effects too after the early acoustic guitar strumming. "A long road to ruin" and "The Pretender" is worth listening too.

As i am currently undergoing a plateau of stability,having jz secured a scholarship and recently finished my Ns training,I would take this short holiday opportunity to read up"Maximising your brain Power" to learn the correct way to mug as I would probably be taking History for a levels soon.

Ok,time to chau now,as this blogging process is starting to be pall.....

tata.

Life after Ns

Adam and I(right)fully dressed up in the Ns class attire.

I still cant believe I'm officially off from 'Program Latihan Khidmat Negara'.It takes time to deal with my sudden departure from the Land of the Horn Bills.I have put aside my Ns memories and continue to tread carefully and wisely in my current life,and grabbing every chances I can,being the opportunist I had always been.I can easily forget about all my fans there,well life goes on,and too bad you people don't have my number!

Awkardly,after Ns,I began to feel a new surge of change in myself.I begin to lose my pride after learning how to deal with different people from totally different backgrounds.I met many type of humans there,some guys are extremely fit physically,while some are just fucking subtle she-mans,some are just bored-to-death whiners who are unable to cope with the Ns programme and some are just total scumbags who like to crap around...

Ok i'm not really keen to blog all about my Ns experience cause' its going to be long and once you start reading it you will feel vapid.

After coming back from Ns,i was actually fucking worried about my future(for the first time).I do not want to do form 6 because its gonna be so boring for me,having hated school since a kid.So i just laid back,chilled and waited for my last hope-Jpa results..

..and I got it.Easy as it seems,I already kinda expected it..judging from how well I did my interview,the fact that I am currently in Ns,and the fact that I did my interview in Kuching,thus lowering competiton.

So now I have just secured my future and I will soon pick the subjects I like.No more bloody Addmaths shit and I can totally focus on my arts subjects...

Ok,plus after Ns,i've learned how to rely on myself.I m no more the dependent parasite I used to be.I can wash my clothes and dishes now and learn how to live without my mother's nagging.

So,in conclusion ,this calls for a celebration,being the 2nd scholar in my family..I'II have to wait up for my offer letter first to know the location of my overseas destination.I hope I will obtain Australia,but Uk and Us doesnt seem bad too.But no fucking Jordan for me plz...

Alright,a toast to Nic A J!!!

Until then,cheerio and bon voyage!