questions on life

Have you ever questioned your existence?

Have you ever felt so lonely you can feel time moving so slowly?

Have you ever felt heavy you feel baloons moving in your tummy?

Have you ever wondered why girls love Ryan Reynolds? =)

Optimism

Suddenly I feel optimistic about my US HIST 105 results. I think I did very well on the test because I studied a lot one day before the test. I read my notes and Jonathan Chua's notes, and I revised them about three times before the test. Hopefully I can get 90+ because I never got 90+ for a test before in college except theater, so sad :)

I shall be playing badminton with some pro friends at 3k this coming Wedneday. I will be playing with Dikki, Merlyn, Ash, and Hue 'Bond' Wern, the badminton zealot.

Get ready to be smashed on the face in the badminton match motherfuckers! hehe :)

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Yay! Speech done.

Yes! After-Dinner speech has been typed out! 5 mins long.

I shall include a slide with my speech too. Humor is my element-I want to excel this speech this time as there are almost no points for outline, cue cars etc. Delivery will the main focus, and I do not need cue cards or paper at all.

The pics above are some of the pics that I am going to include in my after-dinner speech. Well, expect alot of humor, people! =D

Exhaustion pangs

bio test results=2nd highest, damn! Nevermind, I shall learn from my mistakes and work harder next time :)

Today I gymed for 3 hours and play badminton for 2 hours. I feel soooo tired now and my lower back also feel damaged a bit because I did 90kg deadlift 2 sets of 5 reps for fun. That damn weight is pretty heavy for me lol.

Ok, tomorrow I shall rest for awahile, go for some fiesta shit and socialize a bit. Although I spend very little time socializing in college, I have quite some respect from most people because of the way I portray myself. I admit, I am humble and nice, but damn shy. One reason why I am shy is because I cannot hear well because my ears are damaged+I did not clean my ears for years. So, pretty soon, I would like to flush my ears because I have soooo much trouble hearing what my friends say, especially the girls. OMG, can't they speak louder a bit! No wonder I am not doing so well with girls :D.

Ok, I shall head over to bed now. My eyes are beginning to feel groggy....

BODYFAT

Some of my friends recently commented that I had reduced my bodyfat when they see me half-naked. Well, this is true. My bodyfat is around 15-16%, with the upper abs outline out. I managed to reduce 3-4% bf in a month through heavy lifting, cardio, and a lot of ab crunches.

However, my body weight is only 73kg, so I reckon I would not be further reducing my bf. I will try my best to maintain it while I put on another 5kg in the coming 2 months. I need to increase my weight to 78kg to gain some muscle mass and strength. I already bought 2 mass gainers which will assist me in doing that.

Well, some of you may think you are not too fat although you have something protruding out of your abdomen. NOT TRUE! For guys, if you have zero seeable abs but a flat stomach, chances are you are 18-20% bf. If you have a fat stomach(even though you have skinny arms and body) you might be 23%+. I pity these guys because they have imba bodies and thus zero sex appeal. I used to be a little like that in form 5 when I had a big tummy but skinny arms(no sports, no workout, was too busy mugging the whole day to get my 12As), and I understand how it is to feel imba. Life can be harsh. And when you're imba, it's far, far worse than light-bulb-shaped bodybuilders( bodybuilders who have huge body but small legs) who still gets higher respect than average-bodied people.

Ok, the pic above is how a 15-16% bodyfat body should look like. :)

yo sa pe ding geh

lol. I learnt that Tamil term from some of my NS friends. It means "eat ready ah dei". I always address this term to my Indian friends like Nicholas Jeyaratham, Vasuthavan, Ravindran macha etc. heh.

By the way I bought 2 MASS IMPACT from Muscle Asylum lol. I am seriously going to be 80kg by the end of this year. I want high gains,o Lord, pls!

Damn, there are a few chicks in colleges who kinda distract my focus recently. Physical beauty never cease to amaze me, but I am not so superficial, DUH! However, I did not get distracted by these petite chicks as I did my Bio midterm quite well yeah!! I feel like my aim to reach 3.5+cgpa this sem is very possible and thank the Lord I am also getting stronger each day!

Well, recently some of my friends called me pussy for not being brave enough to woo chicks. Hmmmph..I don't know. I admit I am currently quite a coward when it comes to chicky stuffs. Well, I don't see the reason to rush things. Once I am 21, when I had almost earned my degree from a good school in the US, 12%bf 85kg, and after I got my Celtic Cross and G.Angel tattoo, then I will start to have stable relationships. hehe

hello ester jia jia, study hardla dei dont stalk my blog