The aftermath

On the road again
She moves and never refrain
All the time that she have been
Running away from her every sins.

The hourglass its moving so fast
Passing time that never came back
Crying out she's never content
Regretting what she did to her man.

Well time and time just passes by
forgivement its no more a right
running out loose in summer's bright
cutting loose all hell's might.

On the field of heaven's light
the tormention of an everlasting fright
making up for the evil rights
of her own very mind.

rap verse=
Broken hourglass
scattered in a fucking mess
May she stay in a forever rest
never to wake up at last.

Hell's ride
its so fucking tight
never was a happy sight
splendid up all inside
hold on tight to your fucking might!!
chorus:
On the hill she drove...
Its getting winding in a curve
she lost the steering and control
the car went off the slop.

Like a knife that would slice
passing through her skin
she cried with the fright
pain all inside..

In her mind she denied
that she never did
all the lies that she made
she brought with her and died


Where she goes
she's always haunted
by now and every after
this time its her own disaster
soaked in her evil laughter...

Rap chorus...
(acoustic guitar fades away slowly)...

~MAimed

Flying high

I am quite contented now being able to accomplish what I had set out to do since the day I obtained my Spm results.A good strategy and numerous auxiliaries had helped me to achieve this success.I am now heading over to my favourable destination,which is the USA but I have to do a local ADP programme in Taylor's College first for 12 months.Thanks PSD!

Hm..I'm planning to get some good stuffs too before I start college,like a better phone,new shoes etc.I want something with an aesthetic appeal just like the watch I bought last week.

Btw I've been doing a lot of push ups and sit ups lately.I need to build my triceps muscles and further enlargen my biceps muscles because I'm still unsatisfied with the size of my arm.And yeah the sit ups really have a big impact.Months ago I only had 2 not-so-visible abs.Now after months of training I can flex my stomach muscles with 4 obvious abs.Trying to get a six-pac but I know its gonna be very painful and needs a lot of commitment.

I'm getting bored of DOTA.Keep owning and trashing everyone.ZZZ.Hmmph u guys should have seen me own that day with juggernaut.24-2 and I got a divine rapier and a few battlefuries.Holy shit!Imagine the cleaving damage-enough to kill multiple heroes at a time!But frankly speaking-I wished I got a WOW id so that I do not need to play DOTA.Alas I will have not much time for gaming soon and I do not possess a credit card to obtain a WOW account.Sheesh~~~

Finished reading Corsiar btw.Cheesy ending.Somewhat unexpected.Alright thats all for now.

ta~

THINGS THAT NEED TO BE FRETTED....

"Son of a bitch.." these crude words often slip out of my dignified mouth the moment I pried open the damn mail box to find it empty or else occupied with unimportant letters and advertising brochures.I am a little anxious now after waiting for more than a week for my offer letter,fretting every moment as I felt the guiltiness of being too free at home personally doing nothing much productive,engulfing my very self.

Currently I do not have any idea of my future as I am still waiting for the actual fact and figures by Jpa so I chilled at home,relaxed,spent a lot of time analysing the political state of Malaysia,and with the havoc which is occuring now,I am not doubtful that there will be naked MPs running around amok with parangs one day trying to screw students in transparent uniforms,by factually analysing thecurrent demeanour of the MPs in the Parliment.Take a look t our top political leaders.Public squbbling between former and current premiers.And the latter is said to be doing cronysim and nepotism(fuck Khairy beruk),contarary to meritocracy which is said to be often applied in Malaysia but goddamn fuck it,even the devious PM is doing it!!

What can I say about the current politics in Malaysia ,as even the main government or political branch,UMNO is in a deplorable and turbulent state now,with its 00001 member openly denouncing the party UMNO BARU which have been founded by him 22 years ago.Looks like this call for a political saviour to once and for all settle all this disputes and I have to rush my BA as fast as I can so that I can fucking faster be a political analyst and aid these lost leaders before Anwar becomes PM.Wait a minute-isnt that a good sign?HM.....I m not that sure of someone who maybe screwed a kiddo before but maybe is just a past bedtime hobby for that sly highly-charismatic Opposition supremo which i reckon might still be doing it again.You know hard it is to kill a hobby right...let alone an obsession.....

OK now on to all my fellow peers who failed to obtain the Jpa scholarship,do not despair,eventhough you are briliant and you did not get it,keep studying because as we already know meritocracy is still a faint word in Malaysia and um..do not give up in life!YEah!

To poor Kamine Dewi,I'm very sorry you didnt make it to the shortlisted 'top of the cream' 72 Indians.You did your best in trying to show the whole nation how much you wanted to 'serve the government'. However do not despair or give up,dear because one day I know your "world will collapse again!!"

Alright,enough of my political opinion about whats going on in Malaysia all those ho has bullshit,we HAVE a right to fret over matters now,considering Malaysia is no more a safe country anymore as George Bush aka.World Stabiliser ,once quoted "Malaysia is the safest Muslim country that I've ever been after Iraq".

NOw back to my vapid life in Klang.Been reading a lot about a novel on pirating and naval wars lately.Oh,,the romances in deep sea! If only I could fathom it!!haha...I would look forward to my offer letter soon.In the meantime I will just lay back and chill,for what things are there to be anxious more when I am still single,brain still unused,so much of unused potential to be unleashed soon..and yes,gal I like to be a sharp-dressed man!!!

Dull hiatus

Well first and foremost I am writing this post to express how bored I am at home being trapped in a 20'80' concrete building,showing no stolid for anything now.The culmination of my boredom had caused me to start punching the wall for no reason.And my mind started hearing voices and screams,signifying the start of a mild szchiophrenia.Maybe it is just a common psychosomatic reaction after returning from West Borneo where I have witnessed and encountered a painful traumatising life.Ok i should stop waffling now and get to the crux of my post today...

What I am particularly doing at home now is just killing my time.I enjoy reading numerous articles in the net about dressing well and how to make an impact on today's society.I also use this opportunity to catch up with latest hits,especially Mariah's Carey latest album,e=mc 2.Her single hit"Touch my body" is pretty contemporory,usual R n Bla...Some of the lyrics are quite suggestive too... Currently I really have a liking for rock hits by Foo Fighters whom I think is the leading band in the world now.Jz listen to the lyrics of "Let it die".beautiful.Good computerised effects too after the early acoustic guitar strumming. "A long road to ruin" and "The Pretender" is worth listening too.

As i am currently undergoing a plateau of stability,having jz secured a scholarship and recently finished my Ns training,I would take this short holiday opportunity to read up"Maximising your brain Power" to learn the correct way to mug as I would probably be taking History for a levels soon.

Ok,time to chau now,as this blogging process is starting to be pall.....

tata.

Life after Ns

Adam and I(right)fully dressed up in the Ns class attire.

I still cant believe I'm officially off from 'Program Latihan Khidmat Negara'.It takes time to deal with my sudden departure from the Land of the Horn Bills.I have put aside my Ns memories and continue to tread carefully and wisely in my current life,and grabbing every chances I can,being the opportunist I had always been.I can easily forget about all my fans there,well life goes on,and too bad you people don't have my number!

Awkardly,after Ns,I began to feel a new surge of change in myself.I begin to lose my pride after learning how to deal with different people from totally different backgrounds.I met many type of humans there,some guys are extremely fit physically,while some are just fucking subtle she-mans,some are just bored-to-death whiners who are unable to cope with the Ns programme and some are just total scumbags who like to crap around...

Ok i'm not really keen to blog all about my Ns experience cause' its going to be long and once you start reading it you will feel vapid.

After coming back from Ns,i was actually fucking worried about my future(for the first time).I do not want to do form 6 because its gonna be so boring for me,having hated school since a kid.So i just laid back,chilled and waited for my last hope-Jpa results..

..and I got it.Easy as it seems,I already kinda expected it..judging from how well I did my interview,the fact that I am currently in Ns,and the fact that I did my interview in Kuching,thus lowering competiton.

So now I have just secured my future and I will soon pick the subjects I like.No more bloody Addmaths shit and I can totally focus on my arts subjects...

Ok,plus after Ns,i've learned how to rely on myself.I m no more the dependent parasite I used to be.I can wash my clothes and dishes now and learn how to live without my mother's nagging.

So,in conclusion ,this calls for a celebration,being the 2nd scholar in my family..I'II have to wait up for my offer letter first to know the location of my overseas destination.I hope I will obtain Australia,but Uk and Us doesnt seem bad too.But no fucking Jordan for me plz...

Alright,a toast to Nic A J!!!

Until then,cheerio and bon voyage!

I like the masked Kane because he's so strong and demonic and I miss the good old days when he use to flung HHH like a rag doll.

Anyway Kane still own most of the wrestlers in ECW today.His music form Finger Eleven is so cool its an international success.At 205cm,345 pounds I just wish to be 3 quarters the size of this demon,

Alas iM only 184 cm and weigh a mere 75kg so i better start pumping some iron in the gym b4 i get called wimp....

It's been a while since i attempted to blog or-make a fool out of myself with my unrealistic opinons.Anyways i would continue to scribble some bullshit as a memoir of a boy trapped in another world.

Sometimes when i reread my essays in school i feel like I have multiple personalities like-Smeagol from LOTR.
Honestly,I could copy his voice-exactly."MY precious..."

I like to write stories.I mean-I used to write nightmare tale and i have a pretty large unread collection at home.

I am a loner(one of the 5 paths chosen -from one tree hill)not, a sportsman evethough I like weightlifting so I'II stick with my minimal friends and continue to tread life anonymously.it seems to suit me that way.

lastly-merry christmas to myself.10 years from now I hope everything would be in order-as it was already planned.It is written in the books dear...and i shall meet you again.Then again....