Hello

Here I am, sitting in the library after a large glass of iced coffee and after my fairy tale presentation which went pretty smoothly. To me, the fairy tale thingy is a pretty easy shit because I didnt even memorize my lines or practice much. I just went on to do my thing and I got full marks. But I am more worried about the introductory speech(2 more weeks!). Damn, my favourite dress shoe was ruined during Btn. So, I need to buy another one soon. And the suit-it's quite big for me-because I lose some weight recently(didnt work-out during summer break).

It seems that I am more worried of my attire than my speech. Well, to be honest, I do not fear speaking at all, but I will feel anxious if I am not one of the best speakers. It will be an embarrassment for me if i screw up in this class because I used to nearly win a district-level public speaking competition before. hehe.

Moving on, some fellas invited me to go on a road trip with them. I was excited after being locked in my home too long, alas, I couldnt come because I have to send off ester jack to KLIA because she will be flying off to Ireland on Monday.

My new lappie SHOULD arrive today. It is RMxxxx, very reliable and good for gaming but I am not really into gaming as I am known more as a junior amateur middleweight-wannabe bodybuilder. Oh yeah, I plan to bench 60kg today with little support. I hope I can do at least 5 reps or my buddy will laugh at me.
Kthxbai(the counsellor likes to say this too, copycat!)

They call me creature

My speech partner stared at me and asked,"is your name Casper?" I sighed and said," That's not my name." She went on calling me Belbhazar, Muhammad, Muthu and Ah beng and I continued to disagree with her and laughed cunningly. Suddenly, she moved her skinny face close to me and tell me,"then you must be rumplestiltskin!"

I became silent and then I shouted and screamed at her and banged my head on the wall until my head became bloody. "The devil told you that! The devil told you that!" i screamed at the top of my lungs. Then I took a 50cm massive knife and ran around amok, trying to kill everyone and make a massacre. However, I suddenly feel light. I felt my body being evaporated into the thin air. In matter of seconds, I disappeared from the face of the earth. My plans to create a massacre has failed. My knife fell down with a gloomy THUD.

college

Hi. Sorry I have not be mentioning much about college. In fact, I did not mention about college at all. Maybe it's because I rarely hang out in college these days. Well, I do see some interesting individuals in college, but I have no time to scout around as I have other priorities. Godbless, in two years time only I will start all this shit. Now, stfu and workout first and get admitted into a good college first.
I am quite nervous about my upcoming speech. So, I shall watch some videos from the venerable Adolph Hitler to see his great oratory skills. I want to be a good speaker like him too.
kthxbai.

"When I grow up I wanna be a mother-fuckin' hustla!"

After spending a week in gym, I had nearly known everyone who workouts in 3k community gym. Most of the people are working man who just graduated from university a year or two ago. There is one guy who I look up a bit. He is called Navin, who is 25, works for a multinational company and is earning decent salary(5000+), and has an 'animal' body, complete with 16" arms, huge back, pecs and 6-pacs. He also looks very macho-like and quite handsome, something I wish to look 2 years from now and I heard rumors from another friend that he is a player, with no stable relationship and has many girlfriends. Fuck that shit, man! I am so jealous of this guy, I am going to use him as an idol, a motive of why I live this life.


Finally, I have to admit. I finally have a purpose in life now. I must work hard in all shit and I want to be a hustla.

They call me pussy

Recently I just got insulted from a new trainer in 3K gym. He is a huge Kadazan guy who has 20" arms. After analyzing my body he scolded me for only focusing a lot on the biceps and ignoring the shoulder and triceps. So, after that, he forced me to train my shoulders. He asked me to use damn heavy weights like 15 kg for each hand for shoulder press. I struggled but I never gave up. He said I will look decent in 1 month time. I hope so.

I want to tell the rest of my story but I have to eat now. Cya lol.

Shut up and Train

New sem. Back to gym. Bought my new supplement. More focused than ever.

Aim: 3.5+ cgpa, stronger physique, more friends.

Subjects: Us history before 1877, Speech, American Literature, Biology

After this sem, I shall apply to 7-8 colleges as an international transfer. I am aiming to get into U Wisconsin Madison or U Texas Austin. However, I am also interested to enroll in other schools like U Minnesota, PennState U, Indiana U and U Washington(got accepted last time but might be harder to get in as a transfer student).

My Bio lab partner is Sheena Ho. I hope we can cooperate well so that I can achieve my good grade. I shall display my charisma and persuasive skills in speech and I also hope to improve my language skills as it is still not polished yet.

Lastly, I am going to gym with two of my newbie friends. I hope they will be disciplined and shut up and train.

hi

College will begin very soon. I shall strive for the best this time and this sem I must attain only good results. I will increase my bulk again for intimidating purposes. However, an ever-increasing powerful upper-body has caused me to look slighlty weird because I do not build my legs and this causes me to look like an ape-like creature. Nevertheless, I feel contented because I believe very few people I know can match my strength.

Bai.